*Utter Bliss*
Oh my goodness... I went from falling into the firey pits of hell to swimming in the clouds. It feels so wonderful to be myself again...Happy. I figured out why I've been so...so... out of it. I havent been exersizing as much as I use to! I'm serious! For 2 years I've been excersizing constantly, but recently I've been a LAZY ass! For 3 days straight this week I've worked out. And I've jumped RIGHT out of bed... but today I realized the best part...I'm happy.
Honestly..It's not just the excersizing that's making me happy. *sighs dreamly* oh.my.goodness. About two weeks ago- I met a pretty damn awesome guy. He's romantic, talks to me in such honesty. And for the first time in a while...I'm comfortable with a guy. I feel so amazing around him..I can hardly explain it...I'll post a poem later. But I've never had a guy speak to me in such a romantic way. It's so flattering. He cares enough... He's thoughtful, understanding. holy moly. He wont rip my heart apart- I trust this one. In the utmost honesty he told me he wouldnt hurt me...That he's not like that. I even fought him about it, and he forgave me. I was so vicious, and he forgave me? I'm so lucky that I met this guy. He takes my breath away...Literally.
Everytime I see a blue light blinking on my phone, I HOPE AND HOPE it's him...then when i see it is...I get this huge smile on my face...and my heart jumps on a carasoul and makes a cute little kid spin it around in laughter and joy... I'm sitting amounst the stars....Happy. In utter bliss.
Honestly..It's not just the excersizing that's making me happy. *sighs dreamly* oh.my.goodness. About two weeks ago- I met a pretty damn awesome guy. He's romantic, talks to me in such honesty. And for the first time in a while...I'm comfortable with a guy. I feel so amazing around him..I can hardly explain it...I'll post a poem later. But I've never had a guy speak to me in such a romantic way. It's so flattering. He cares enough... He's thoughtful, understanding. holy moly. He wont rip my heart apart- I trust this one. In the utmost honesty he told me he wouldnt hurt me...That he's not like that. I even fought him about it, and he forgave me. I was so vicious, and he forgave me? I'm so lucky that I met this guy. He takes my breath away...Literally.
Everytime I see a blue light blinking on my phone, I HOPE AND HOPE it's him...then when i see it is...I get this huge smile on my face...and my heart jumps on a carasoul and makes a cute little kid spin it around in laughter and joy... I'm sitting amounst the stars....Happy. In utter bliss.