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Logged into the correct account, all things are go. I'm so keyed up for some odd reason, I've finally completed my diaper order and depending on if they follow my detailed instructions, I should be able to try out some different styles. I screwed up the entry of my order because I put apostrophes where they weren't supposed to be in the "special instructions section, but oh well, I hope my rushed email to them doesn't completely confuse them.
So I'll have a Duraline sample pack with 20 diapers of various sizes and brands (I'm very close between a medium and a small size, so I'm going to see which one not only fits me better but also stops leaks more (I seemed to have problems previously with that). I'll sure update everyone on it but $9.95 for 20 diapers sure is a good deal.
Random boring business aside, I can't wait to get them. I really hope they package the boxes discretely, if they follow my instructions it should get done but there's always that "what if" that goes across your mind. That "what if" someone finds out.
I'm possibly going to move to another single room. I'm always afraid that people are going to go into my drawers and closets and find my diapers, so was overjoyed to find that the closet doors in that particular room locked with a dead bolt.
Paranoia. I'm not sure why we all suffer from it, why we must all run and hide behind a facade for what we enjoy. Not only will it be confortable to wet, but sitting in the union yesterday made me really hope I get them soon, as I was absolutely not able to find the bathroom, so I had to run all the way back to my room and go. Would have been nice to continue working over there. Oh well, soon that could become a reality, if I can convince myself that I look reasonable in diapers under jeans. I'm so worried about the bulge.
So many questions, so many worries. I'll manage.
So I'll have a Duraline sample pack with 20 diapers of various sizes and brands (I'm very close between a medium and a small size, so I'm going to see which one not only fits me better but also stops leaks more (I seemed to have problems previously with that). I'll sure update everyone on it but $9.95 for 20 diapers sure is a good deal.
Random boring business aside, I can't wait to get them. I really hope they package the boxes discretely, if they follow my instructions it should get done but there's always that "what if" that goes across your mind. That "what if" someone finds out.
I'm possibly going to move to another single room. I'm always afraid that people are going to go into my drawers and closets and find my diapers, so was overjoyed to find that the closet doors in that particular room locked with a dead bolt.
Paranoia. I'm not sure why we all suffer from it, why we must all run and hide behind a facade for what we enjoy. Not only will it be confortable to wet, but sitting in the union yesterday made me really hope I get them soon, as I was absolutely not able to find the bathroom, so I had to run all the way back to my room and go. Would have been nice to continue working over there. Oh well, soon that could become a reality, if I can convince myself that I look reasonable in diapers under jeans. I'm so worried about the bulge.
So many questions, so many worries. I'll manage.