Yeah, i'm one of those losers who talks about my life in a blog
I was thinking a lot about girls.
I was hanging out with two of my friends. We were talking, and we eventually came on to the subject of one friend one's previous, and numerous sexual experiences with his girlfriend. They did everything. He touched on the fact that he felt as though for two years he missed out on part of his life because of it, but then right back to the dirtiness. Friend two was in agreeance on how awesome sex was.
I stood there, listening. I felt very immature. I am still a virgin, i have never really been in a serious relationship, but i thought about what they were talking about, and i realized, as good as sex may seem, i dont really want it.
I mean, sure it feels great and it would be really nice to know that someone feels really physically attracted to me, but that's not enough.
That's not even close
Even as i think about it. I could just jerk off, and forget about a sexual partner, but as perverse and corny as it sounds, I cant jerk off my heart.
I was hanging out with two of my friends. We were talking, and we eventually came on to the subject of one friend one's previous, and numerous sexual experiences with his girlfriend. They did everything. He touched on the fact that he felt as though for two years he missed out on part of his life because of it, but then right back to the dirtiness. Friend two was in agreeance on how awesome sex was.
I stood there, listening. I felt very immature. I am still a virgin, i have never really been in a serious relationship, but i thought about what they were talking about, and i realized, as good as sex may seem, i dont really want it.
I mean, sure it feels great and it would be really nice to know that someone feels really physically attracted to me, but that's not enough.
That's not even close
Even as i think about it. I could just jerk off, and forget about a sexual partner, but as perverse and corny as it sounds, I cant jerk off my heart.