Oct 18, 2005 21:08
I'm hoping someone can do something this week. I'm going to go around tomorrow and see what everyone's up to.
Is it that it takes time or action?
So now i'm sitting in front of the tv, watching something i've already seen twice, eating a package of prosciutto. Waiting.
Looking back on the past like, ten years of my life I have learned something. I have two moods. Sad and happy. Not much in between. I'm wondering to myself, Is this because of things that happen to me or one of those chemical things on TV. I have always known though, that I can control my feelings. Everyone can control what they think. Unless they physically can't. Bu to that exception, how far does this go? I think to myself that I refuse to believe I can't solve problems like these on my own. Therefore, I choose to be happy or sad. Or, is it based on outside experiences? Does everything affect how you feel? I don't think so. I think it's a combination of will power to be happy, reason ( as in whether or not you're in a situation that depends on feeling happy or sad), and outside experiences. I wont put a number on these because I'm not a neurosurgeon or psychologist or whatever.
No middle ground.