Feb 22, 2006 16:57
that may be an overstatement
im failing at least one class and i have two papers... TWO due tomorrow... haven't started one and the other i just have to update and make better... am i doing any of that?? noooopppee because i suck heh
my stats class is tonight, my professor emailed me to let me know that i missed class last week... as if i forgot or didn't realize that i did... thanks so much for the info... haha shes ridiculous.... but im going to start going to this class every week and staying htere the entire time... its a 4 hour class, but im not doing that well in it... the thing is i know that i can get the material, its just that the professor is so hard to follow... all she does is read from the book and then resay what she just read... which doesn't seem like it would be that bad, i realize this... but the class is 4 hours long... 4 hours of my life sitting listening about statistics.... samples and populations and things that i feel like i already know, until i attempt the homework
it doesnt help that i feel like i am the last one in school... why is it taking me so much longer than everyone else?? i still have at least three semesters until i get my bachelors... i dont know if im gonna make... well, of course i am why would i wanna waste this much of my money... education is frickin expensive!! grrr... im all in a bad mood now because i feel like im failing... i dont know if im failing or not... but i skip class ALL the time. when i first started college i never missed class i was too afraid of missing something important... that was until last semester when i passed all of my classes with at least a B and never went... that was the turning point in my education career... i can skip class... but not this semsester i think i have to go back to my old ways and actually apply myself... dammit... hehehe
i wanna watch american idol... im totally into it this season... i dont know why
i like mandisa, and i think her name is katherine and i like chris and ace for the guys :)
moving on
this is a super long entry for me... weird
i guess im done--i love you all :)