Words of Wisdom for Self
If he doesn't love you enough, he doesn't love you enough.
And you deserve more.
I can say right now I am okay with things. I might feel more sad when I wake up in the morning, might not, but I can say right now, it's just as well.
It might feel like something completely different, but, in another light, it's all the same as before. This time you just actually got loved back for a time. That's the only difference. Your heart will heal and mend in its odd way, and you will be reborn. Just like before. This time you just have many good things to take with you. You finally have experienced this in a way that isn't just trial and error, process of elimination, "that which does not kill me makes me stronger" type lessons. You have real, beautiful, loving things to take with you on your future journeys. And that is fucking priceless, Lisa. You are so so lucky. Feel the beauty of what you have experienced and nothing else. All else is just afterthought.
And you deserve more.
I can say right now I am okay with things. I might feel more sad when I wake up in the morning, might not, but I can say right now, it's just as well.
It might feel like something completely different, but, in another light, it's all the same as before. This time you just actually got loved back for a time. That's the only difference. Your heart will heal and mend in its odd way, and you will be reborn. Just like before. This time you just have many good things to take with you. You finally have experienced this in a way that isn't just trial and error, process of elimination, "that which does not kill me makes me stronger" type lessons. You have real, beautiful, loving things to take with you on your future journeys. And that is fucking priceless, Lisa. You are so so lucky. Feel the beauty of what you have experienced and nothing else. All else is just afterthought.