Gone baby gone!
So today I lost my best friend!!
Indescribable!!
The whole situation is remarkable!! Did I get really out smarted? She is rather clever. I'd like to think it wasn't out smarted but I had no walls up, and gave complete trust in her!! Not that I really use walls with people!!
Quite on the numb side!! Its that go on the zombie mode, where I just walk through life!!
Loss it never gets easier no matter how many times you experience it. It always has that paralyzing affect, the pain in your stomach which you can't shake.
Is it losing the friendship that hurts more, or knowing that I've been lied to, deceived, and cheated on possibly??
I've lived everything by the books, always been completely honest and?
Is there any honest people out there? Any one who has character?
A thousand questions I have and I feel I'll never know what to believe!!
Don't know what to say!!
Peace.
Indescribable!!
The whole situation is remarkable!! Did I get really out smarted? She is rather clever. I'd like to think it wasn't out smarted but I had no walls up, and gave complete trust in her!! Not that I really use walls with people!!
Quite on the numb side!! Its that go on the zombie mode, where I just walk through life!!
Loss it never gets easier no matter how many times you experience it. It always has that paralyzing affect, the pain in your stomach which you can't shake.
Is it losing the friendship that hurts more, or knowing that I've been lied to, deceived, and cheated on possibly??
I've lived everything by the books, always been completely honest and?
Is there any honest people out there? Any one who has character?
A thousand questions I have and I feel I'll never know what to believe!!
Don't know what to say!!
Peace.