me against the world?
I'm aware he's made a bad choice, the truth is theres nothing anyone could do about it. My mom tries to help by salting the wounds. "Rich what's wrong?" "I don't know, just bla, numb, don't know what to do". "You know your brother made his choice, he dug his grave he needs to lie in it. Prisons bad, people get raped and beaten and..." Way to fuckin go slick, thanks for kicking me when I'm down. Tell me something I don't already know.
I'm aware he burned his bridges, but... I feel like its he's burned those bridges and everyone who claims to love him just shrugs on the other side and walks away.
I guess my philosophy is different. I believe if you love some one you find a way to them, and walk across that bridge with them hand and hand. There is my version of love.
I know he was feeling down because he didn't have a place of his own and was living in Jims boat house. He said he wouldn't tell his girl because he was to embarrased.
Last time I talked to him he was at her house cooking things for him and her on the grill. I know he was looking for an apartment. A guy left a message on his phone and I hacked it and looked at it. So that shows some effert that he was trying to get back on his feet.
Tomorrow I'm going to try and meet with a lawyer a friend knows so hopefully I could get something cheap. I'm gonna hope to get the bond knocked from 10000 to something lower so its lower then a thousand to walk. Gonna try and knock down the felony to a misdemeanor so he won't have to be in trouble for the rest of his life. I'm a little more confident then I was a few days ago, but just scared as hell to have a little white boy in a prison. I'm gonna try and talk to my friends cousin who knows people in cook that Dan could stick by. All ma says is pray, as if thats gonna help. I believe in prayer, but you also act on prayer, it just won't just appear, if that were the case I'd be rich as hell.
I can't stop thinking about it, difficult to function.
Can't explain it y I just can't just leave him, he's the closest thing I have. Maybe its cuz he's been through everything with me and he's always stuck by me, that I just can't abandon him.
Someone pray for me.
Don't know what to write, peace rich.
I'm aware he burned his bridges, but... I feel like its he's burned those bridges and everyone who claims to love him just shrugs on the other side and walks away.
I guess my philosophy is different. I believe if you love some one you find a way to them, and walk across that bridge with them hand and hand. There is my version of love.
I know he was feeling down because he didn't have a place of his own and was living in Jims boat house. He said he wouldn't tell his girl because he was to embarrased.
Last time I talked to him he was at her house cooking things for him and her on the grill. I know he was looking for an apartment. A guy left a message on his phone and I hacked it and looked at it. So that shows some effert that he was trying to get back on his feet.
Tomorrow I'm going to try and meet with a lawyer a friend knows so hopefully I could get something cheap. I'm gonna hope to get the bond knocked from 10000 to something lower so its lower then a thousand to walk. Gonna try and knock down the felony to a misdemeanor so he won't have to be in trouble for the rest of his life. I'm a little more confident then I was a few days ago, but just scared as hell to have a little white boy in a prison. I'm gonna try and talk to my friends cousin who knows people in cook that Dan could stick by. All ma says is pray, as if thats gonna help. I believe in prayer, but you also act on prayer, it just won't just appear, if that were the case I'd be rich as hell.
I can't stop thinking about it, difficult to function.
Can't explain it y I just can't just leave him, he's the closest thing I have. Maybe its cuz he's been through everything with me and he's always stuck by me, that I just can't abandon him.
Someone pray for me.
Don't know what to write, peace rich.