describing my feelings.
im writing this new entry as a way of describing how i feel. i have a huge collection of quotes on just about every topic imaginable. i've picked out the ones that i relate to the most as of right now. and although they may sound cheesy or fake, they're 100% real in my eyes. sometimes people are gonna pull you down, but with a little help and understanding that everything will be alright, you can pick yourself up in no time. anyway...i thought i'd share these with you incase you're going through something like i am. i like knowing that other people have been through the same shit.. so this type of thing helps me deal with whatever's going on in my life.
You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. How could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
Don't allow someone to be your priority,
while you remain their option.
Oh I'm sorry, did my back hurt your knife?
How very thoughtful, an introduction to pain. You should be proud my dear... no one's ever hurt me this way.
the love you can't have lasts the longest--
feels the strongest, and hurts the most
I'm not over you because I don't like you anymore, I'm over you because I've realized that you're never going to want me like I want you.
“When you feel your life ain’t worth living, you’ve got to stand up
And take a look around you, then a look way up to the sky
And when your deepest thoughts are broken, keep on dreamin’
Cause when you stop dreamin’ it’s time to die”
Whatever comes, this too shall pass away*~ - Ella Wheeler Wilcox
Don't call me, don't write, and don't show up late at night. You know we needed some time and space. So now I say the things I want to say, sometimes its better letting go this way. I'll always know deep in my soul that we really had so far to go. I've given all I've had to give and now its time for me to live. And I won't look back and I won't regret, although it hurts like hell. Someday I will forget you.
I learned that things change, people change. it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on; treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.
When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want "the rest of your life" to start as soon as possible.
Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was way over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that he liked me. But maybe, just maybe I'm tired of being alone.
You said you would always be there for me, I guess we have a different definition of always.
It's becoming more evident. Much more obvious to me- I thought much more of you, than you ever thought of me.
It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go, but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should.
How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?
Isn’t it funny how some feelings you just can't deny and you can't move on even though you try... Isn’t it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel...? Oh I wish this could be real... Isn’t it funny how a moment could just change your life...? And you don't want to face what's wrong or right... Isn’t it strange how fate can play a part in the story of your heart.
How can one ever continue being friends with somebody when every time you look at that person, all you can think of is how much you want to be more than friends
You'd be surprise how often, if you knew, a joke, a song, a memory, will make me think of you.
I’m trying hard not to miss you. Trying hard not to feel empty when I don’t see you.
I wish I had the guts to walk away, and forget about what we had. I guess the reason I can't is because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
Even though I've stopped "liking you" every time someone mentions your name my head turns towards them. It's like every time I hear it, I think of what we had, and all we could have had...
I need someone who can deal with me. I need a guy who will make me see things from a different point of view. I need a guy who will make me talk about things that scare me. I need a guy who will make me open up to him, a guy who won’t give up on me.
i know it seems like we were married or something, but this has brought me some type of sense that everything's going to be alright. its just another bump in the road. i guess he'll never know how much i truly liked him, but that's alright. if he can't see what i gave him, then he's not worth my time. there will be plenty of other guys in my life and plenty hurt to go around. he'll realize one day that he messed up, and that's all i can hope for. but as for right now, i'm not going to let this bring me down, i'm really not. i have a ton of wonderful, caring friends that i know will be there for me when i need them the most. life isnt all that bad, and i'll be damned if i let some guy stop me from having my fun. eff that! its time to just chill out and have fun. <3.
You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. How could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
Don't allow someone to be your priority,
while you remain their option.
Oh I'm sorry, did my back hurt your knife?
How very thoughtful, an introduction to pain. You should be proud my dear... no one's ever hurt me this way.
the love you can't have lasts the longest--
feels the strongest, and hurts the most
I'm not over you because I don't like you anymore, I'm over you because I've realized that you're never going to want me like I want you.
“When you feel your life ain’t worth living, you’ve got to stand up
And take a look around you, then a look way up to the sky
And when your deepest thoughts are broken, keep on dreamin’
Cause when you stop dreamin’ it’s time to die”
Whatever comes, this too shall pass away*~ - Ella Wheeler Wilcox
Don't call me, don't write, and don't show up late at night. You know we needed some time and space. So now I say the things I want to say, sometimes its better letting go this way. I'll always know deep in my soul that we really had so far to go. I've given all I've had to give and now its time for me to live. And I won't look back and I won't regret, although it hurts like hell. Someday I will forget you.
I learned that things change, people change. it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on; treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.
When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want "the rest of your life" to start as soon as possible.
Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was way over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that he liked me. But maybe, just maybe I'm tired of being alone.
You said you would always be there for me, I guess we have a different definition of always.
It's becoming more evident. Much more obvious to me- I thought much more of you, than you ever thought of me.
It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go, but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should.
How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?
Isn’t it funny how some feelings you just can't deny and you can't move on even though you try... Isn’t it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel...? Oh I wish this could be real... Isn’t it funny how a moment could just change your life...? And you don't want to face what's wrong or right... Isn’t it strange how fate can play a part in the story of your heart.
How can one ever continue being friends with somebody when every time you look at that person, all you can think of is how much you want to be more than friends
You'd be surprise how often, if you knew, a joke, a song, a memory, will make me think of you.
I’m trying hard not to miss you. Trying hard not to feel empty when I don’t see you.
I wish I had the guts to walk away, and forget about what we had. I guess the reason I can't is because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
Even though I've stopped "liking you" every time someone mentions your name my head turns towards them. It's like every time I hear it, I think of what we had, and all we could have had...
I need someone who can deal with me. I need a guy who will make me see things from a different point of view. I need a guy who will make me talk about things that scare me. I need a guy who will make me open up to him, a guy who won’t give up on me.
i know it seems like we were married or something, but this has brought me some type of sense that everything's going to be alright. its just another bump in the road. i guess he'll never know how much i truly liked him, but that's alright. if he can't see what i gave him, then he's not worth my time. there will be plenty of other guys in my life and plenty hurt to go around. he'll realize one day that he messed up, and that's all i can hope for. but as for right now, i'm not going to let this bring me down, i'm really not. i have a ton of wonderful, caring friends that i know will be there for me when i need them the most. life isnt all that bad, and i'll be damned if i let some guy stop me from having my fun. eff that! its time to just chill out and have fun. <3.