college...

[blindfolded626]

okay. so im havin trouble deciding if i like the idea of going to stockton or not. i mean, solely talking about how close to my house it is. it's great because i know if something were to ever happen, its just a short drive home. and if my friends come home from their college, ill always be right down the road for them to come visit and party with us. it's also good because i can keep in touch with all the people i've been with all summer long - which includes just about nobody from oakcrest, haha. i dont want to be so close to home, because i dont want to be coming home every week. i dont want to go home until the major holidays, but if i know home is so close, then i'll go there if i need something. which sucks. i kinda wanted to learn a new area, too, and that won't really be happening. i basically know all of absecon/pomona already, so that's no fun. if there's any type of school secret, its probable that everyone at home will already know about it. so thats not fun, either. i dont know. im excited because ill get out of my house, though! and i can stay out late, and party, and have no worries. that's always great. i guess i'd rather be where i am then 3-4 hours away. because i plan on keeping my summer friends close by, definitely.

and just the whole point of school. im excited for it to start and everything, but it came quick. it sucks because i just started talking to someone, and i wont really get to see him as much as i do now. and although he's very trustworthy, i'll always be wondering what he's doing - cause i dont want to lose him .fsldfhue. i dont know. i need to start packing some shit up. this is getting ridiculous! haha.

this entry was pretty pointless. i guess i just wanted to get everything off my mind. xcvkje. goodnight.