Nov 17, 2005 21:01
but a love not to be had is an eternal loss of breath.
this month is overwhelming. even though i'm having such a ball, college applications are so completely overwhelming!
guess how many i've completed? none. and people are already getting accepted. someone please force me to stay home, save money, and write some freaking essays. i can't help it. i have no self control when it comes to my social life. i always need to be out doing something with someone. i mean, i absolutely love my social life... maybe just a little too much! haha <3.
i'm so unsure of my career, too. i realize not many people have an idea - so i'm glad i know the major field i'd like to go in. it's going to be so rigorous, but i'm up for the challenge. =). it will be the best time of my life, i'm sure.
school/work/activities are consuming a lot of my friend's time. i never see some of them due to these things. so, life, it'd be nice if you could pause for JUST a second...alright? kthanks.
really, i guess i'd just be in a better mood if these essays were completed. i'm so not goal oriented.
tuesday the NHS went to the ACSS school. it was such a blast. working with the handicapped children was so rewarding. i will definitely be returning. it just brought a smile to their faces to see us there with them.. helping to make crafts and such. and how can i forget to mention the games in the park with the NHS members. <3 so much fun. it was such a connection. i really like my senior class. =). i'm lucky.
tonight was....interesting? dinner with jackie, samantha, chris, and jack. weird, but fun nonetheless.
csi is on right now. and i'm going to watch it. this entry was lame, because i still feel bothered. hm.