It burned a hole into your chest, looks like it hurt
This morning I realized insanity is overrated.
Friday and Saturday was intense. 7 of us blazed the day away. Kim looked like jesus at one point. I think everyone had everything they could ever ask for.. Sunday was my favorite day of the week. I went to breakfast and saw dogtown with Geoff. That's the closest i've been with him in a long time. I miss it. He's amazing. I get excited everytime I see or talk to him. It's like a never ending crush. Everything about him is special to me. I adore him so much. Day dreaming sounds nice. I despise facing reality, especially when reality sucks. I want the things I don't have and it makes me feel alone. Atleast we lived like kings and queens this weekend. One more week until SUMMER fucking vacation. Orgasmic.
I want so badly to believe that there is truth that love is real, and I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd. I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear that your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?
Friday and Saturday was intense. 7 of us blazed the day away. Kim looked like jesus at one point. I think everyone had everything they could ever ask for.. Sunday was my favorite day of the week. I went to breakfast and saw dogtown with Geoff. That's the closest i've been with him in a long time. I miss it. He's amazing. I get excited everytime I see or talk to him. It's like a never ending crush. Everything about him is special to me. I adore him so much. Day dreaming sounds nice. I despise facing reality, especially when reality sucks. I want the things I don't have and it makes me feel alone. Atleast we lived like kings and queens this weekend. One more week until SUMMER fucking vacation. Orgasmic.
I want so badly to believe that there is truth that love is real, and I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd. I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear that your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?