TURBULANCE
I can't fathom how I am at this point in my life, but I suppose I can't complain for the most part. I mean I love Aiden to death, even though he is feeling very sick right now so bless his little heart. I love my husband even though I am not too sure where we are at times. I just want a simple life but exciting at the same time. dreamlike but down to earth. I need adrenaline pumping through me during the day and serenity at that very moment I have gone through phases and let downs but I have always had Brandon by my side. I love you more than you will ever know.ever... You stood by me when I thought I had no one. Even when I didn't deserve your love. You keep me sane and drive me insane at the same time to where I can't function from all the chaos that enters our lives. I'm not sure if I believe in soul mates but if there are I know you are mine. I love you so much it makes my heart hurt when you hurt me, and I know it does the same to you. I am sorry for any hurt I have caused you and I am thankful for the day I met you. The day you walked in to that classroom and sat next to me. Which may have been the best moment of my life leading up to the crazy events that have brought us to this point. I hope you will forever feel the same way I feel about you. Because I am definitely head over heels for you baby and that will never change. Well since I am just letting out a mushy gushy post that my husband will never read because well.... you dont even have a livejournal I decided to do a picture post and cure my boredom.
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