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anonymous
December 15 2007, 03:02:18 UTC
some advice if i may....time heals ALL wounds. forgive, don't forget. sucks being on that side huh? gettin used, being hurt, an emotional rollercoaster...or a little case of "emotion sickness." ;) if you please.
damn felicia, im really impressed(proud even) how mature and smart you've become. reading that i was just like wow. wow. yes, people can change but it doesnt necessarily mean you need them in your life. if you move on and youre fine, forget about it. take that "one day" possibility away and live your life first and foremost for yourself! i'd lke to think i taught you some things, some lessons, did i? (quick question-do you remember me telling you that theres these things in life that you'll learn with time but i didnt want to tell you any of them because i wanted you to learn them on your own?.......think youve learned any of those yet?) its just change, thats all it is. when you see somebody Everyday, you do something Everyday, basically any time you get used to the same thing Everyday, its a habit. and habits are hard to break. not as hard as we think though. breaking a habit isnt supossed to be as hard as creating one. its simply about figuring out HOW to cope with that change, whatever it may be. find other ways, other things to do, get something else on your mind....you just have to take it out of your routine until it is No longer a part of it. you can do it. you ever listen to the fray? he sings a line, "sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same..." very good advice. i didnt know it then but i did it too. i did it with you. it was probably one of THEE hardest thigs ive ever done, and im sorry to say this to you(because i love you and always will) but i had to leave felicia. it was for the best and i think you've finally accepted that too. i hope. so....you can do this. theres no doubt in my mind you'll be just fine. i always told you things get better. they always will and always do. and it does get easier as you go, you should know that. the whole healing process sucks because we never know how long the pain will last. BUT what you need to do is just sit down and figure out how to make it easier. and DO IT. if you have the chance to make life easier on yourself....why wouldnt you? much<3 take care feli.
damn felicia, im really impressed(proud even) how mature and smart you've become. reading that i was just like wow. wow. yes, people can change but it doesnt necessarily mean you need them in your life. if you move on and youre fine, forget about it. take that "one day" possibility away and live your life first and foremost for yourself! i'd lke to think i taught you some things, some lessons, did i? (quick question-do you remember me telling you that theres these things in life that you'll learn with time but i didnt want to tell you any of them because i wanted you to learn them on your own?.......think youve learned any of those yet?) its just change, thats all it is. when you see somebody Everyday, you do something Everyday, basically any time you get used to the same thing Everyday, its a habit. and habits are hard to break. not as hard as we think though. breaking a habit isnt supossed to be as hard as creating one. its simply about figuring out HOW to cope with that change, whatever it may be. find other ways, other things to do, get something else on your mind....you just have to take it out of your routine until it is No longer a part of it. you can do it. you ever listen to the fray? he sings a line, "sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same..." very good advice. i didnt know it then but i did it too. i did it with you. it was probably one of THEE hardest thigs ive ever done, and im sorry to say this to you(because i love you and always will) but i had to leave felicia. it was for the best and i think you've finally accepted that too. i hope. so....you can do this. theres no doubt in my mind you'll be just fine. i always told you things get better. they always will and always do. and it does get easier as you go, you should know that. the whole healing process sucks because we never know how long the pain will last. BUT what you need to do is just sit down and figure out how to make it easier. and DO IT. if you have the chance to make life easier on yourself....why wouldnt you? much<3 take care feli.
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