what cd????
I need a new CD to play over and over again because my mood is changing. My aunt bought me a bunch of stuff so that I can paint w/ water colors. I really think it's going to help for all those times I'm really bored and I have no idea what I can do thats in my house. I want this weekend to be really really good. Let's just all get fucked up w/ strangers. Saturday would be amazing to see my best friend happy for a day, that would do it for me too.
I feel like everything is not working out for my friends and I. People are really sketchy these days and it bothers me soo much. I know how they are, it just doesn't make sense how so many people can be so insensitive, rude, and selfish. The part thats the most uncomprehensible is the fact that they don't even think,"hmm..maybe I'm the idiot because people really do know what my motives are." not that they would think those words exactly. Some people are so stupid they think if they say what they think is what another person wants to hear they'll get what they want...but..the thing is maybe thats not what the person wants to hear in the first place. I swear I'm tired of people pretending they're something they're not or saying they aren't doing something they really are trying to do. It's bullshit. It's the idea that bothers me so much not even the people. How can so many people have such fucked up ideas. I don't want to ever be surronded w/ these kind of people again. I don't want them near my friends, w/ my friends and me be there, or around me. I know for a fact I am not a sketchy person. I'm honest and I'll tell you what I really feel. I don't have to play stupid games or pretend.
My friends need to sleep @ one house this weekend, not our own, wtf is that?
I feel like everything is not working out for my friends and I. People are really sketchy these days and it bothers me soo much. I know how they are, it just doesn't make sense how so many people can be so insensitive, rude, and selfish. The part thats the most uncomprehensible is the fact that they don't even think,"hmm..maybe I'm the idiot because people really do know what my motives are." not that they would think those words exactly. Some people are so stupid they think if they say what they think is what another person wants to hear they'll get what they want...but..the thing is maybe thats not what the person wants to hear in the first place. I swear I'm tired of people pretending they're something they're not or saying they aren't doing something they really are trying to do. It's bullshit. It's the idea that bothers me so much not even the people. How can so many people have such fucked up ideas. I don't want to ever be surronded w/ these kind of people again. I don't want them near my friends, w/ my friends and me be there, or around me. I know for a fact I am not a sketchy person. I'm honest and I'll tell you what I really feel. I don't have to play stupid games or pretend.
My friends need to sleep @ one house this weekend, not our own, wtf is that?