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Why I do this I have no freaking clue. If I could stop myself I probably would. It most likely to say the reason I do this is b/c i don't want to get hurt. The bad thing is I know you wouldn't hurt me. I should have just never said anything at all and it would be ok. Now what did I do I got scared, opened my mouth and messed what was probably going to be something really good all freaking up!! Damn me! I'm really sorry, that me being scared stopped me from what could have been something great and made me feel happiness again! Once again I'm sorry........