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Everything is so hard right now. I know in the end everything will be fine.. it's getting to that point that is going to be hard. There have been moments recently.. where I have been the happiest I have either ever been, or at least the happiest I have been in a very very long time. I don't know.. I really need to vent.. I need to cry, I need to laugh, I need to scream... so much, and I can't do anything right now. I really need to be held right now.. I feel so fucking alone... sorry.. this was pointless. I don't even know how to express what I'm feeling at this point.