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Getting the colors right took forever *eyes all bloodshot* But, I LOVE my new header^.^ alice nine.'s Alice in Wonderfilm is my favourite concert dvd ever. I re-watched it with my sister a few weeks ago (in return, she made me watch one of Malice Mizer's dvds.. Illuminati!Gackt will haunt my sleep from now on till the death us aparts *shivers*) and.. it's weird how it still, after dozens and dozens of times, makes me cry at the end. The boys are all crazy bundles of energy throughout the concert; Saga&bassShou fanservice is amazing and Tora with his bare feet and happy little smirk make me happy too. See, I consider Tora as my favourite Number not just because he's hecka smexy but because in him I can see the effect of their own music strongest. When he (rarely) writes about it in his blog, the entries have something special in them. He really writes about himself and how he feels.. I love Nao's food-centric short updates and Hiroto gushing over his trousers-shopping trips with Shou, but the serious!Tora is in hope of what I read their blog translations. I remember especially well one entry in which he said something about how he hides his true self even from the closest people and how he didn't use to smile that much before alice. Maybe he writes more like to himself than to us fans, who knows. Anyway, he seems to be a beautiful soul (who eats grass when he's drunk lol) and that image of him I have gets stronger and stronger everytime I'm watching Wonderfilm. It's just heart-breaking how he looses all his energy at the end and falls onto the stage, crying out of exhaustion and whatnot, only he knows. It's beautiful.
Well, perhaps it's not the prettiest and most joyful scene ever to be header-ed but I really wanted to include him as that in my new layout graphic. So, originally, the plan was to make a header about contradictions -about five self-confident and flirtatious young men who, at the blink of an eye, turn into messed up, tired but grateful human beings who're exposed to all the faults and weakness' the rest of us mortals share.. yeah, LOL, maybe a little too poetic of me, but you get the picture.
HOWEVER, Miss Riicca couldn't resist her own inner fangirly cravings..
..which means..
SAGAXSHOU FANSERVICE YATTAA! :D
So, because of that tiny cap I threw in, the picture of mine got.. a way more interesting tones x) It's like some angsty fanfiction piece squeezed into around 800x600 pixels now. God I'm good~
The quote: Yamashita Tomohisa "Colorful"; I search up the translator soon and credit him in my sidebar~