463||| i turned into a martian . i can't even recall my name.
I worked on lists today: not-so-comprehensive ones of books I've read and books I want to read. I would do the same for movies, but when I really think about it, movies don't do much for me. So I don't think I will. I would do the same for music, but when I really think about it, I would go absolutely insane if I started listing everything I want to hear. So I don't think I will. I'll just let it come to me. Or seek it out spontaneously.
Now I need to read some more of this book [Naked Lunch] because it is addicting. But before I do that, I need to empty my bladder. I don't know why I just had to type that. No one wanted to know that. I also don't know what I'm doing still typing here when I should be making my way to the toilet. I just don't know.
Oh. I got new glasses [as in, new frames] and they are filled with a new prescription that is stronger than the one previous. And ha ha this may seem funny, and it is, but scary factor: I put them on last night and everything looks really small and close-up, like... I looked down at my feet and it looked like the ground was right two inches in front of me and my feet looked like kid's feet and it was scary. I looked at my London Calling poster and it looked.. small. And the walls looked very much closer than they were. So I was silently freaking out.
Tomorrow I'm going to the library again because I have to return a CD. Right.
This is sad. I wish I wasn't such a... I don't even know. A passive kind of person. And also, I tend to not show my feelings. But not because they're anything to hide because, really now. Why? You ask me. I ask you. We don't know. Bye.
Now I need to read some more of this book [Naked Lunch] because it is addicting. But before I do that, I need to empty my bladder. I don't know why I just had to type that. No one wanted to know that. I also don't know what I'm doing still typing here when I should be making my way to the toilet. I just don't know.
Oh. I got new glasses [as in, new frames] and they are filled with a new prescription that is stronger than the one previous. And ha ha this may seem funny, and it is, but scary factor: I put them on last night and everything looks really small and close-up, like... I looked down at my feet and it looked like the ground was right two inches in front of me and my feet looked like kid's feet and it was scary. I looked at my London Calling poster and it looked.. small. And the walls looked very much closer than they were. So I was silently freaking out.
Tomorrow I'm going to the library again because I have to return a CD. Right.
This is sad. I wish I wasn't such a... I don't even know. A passive kind of person. And also, I tend to not show my feelings. But not because they're anything to hide because, really now. Why? You ask me. I ask you. We don't know. Bye.