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May 29, 2005 13:11

its so odd.
ive done it a million times, singing that is. and i am NEVER nervous. My legs never shake the way they did this morning. all i could think about was, is he watching me? do i sound good? and then i looked up... and he was watching me. what if i stumbled? would he laugh, or make a strange face. then i did. i stumbled.. my leg started to shake, my voice began to crack, and my face began to burn. but all he did was smile. when i finished i could feel the tears of embarrasment began to curl up in my eyes... but he came down from the balcony and held me. he supported me and told me i did a wonderful job, even IF the song was country (WHICH IT WAS NOT). ive never felt so much comfort.
this weekend was indeed amazing. other than the few random sucky moments like his phone falling into the pool... with him.. and just some other crap which im not alowed to say. its so crazy. we didnt fight once this weekend. i didnt feel upset once or cry once or feel hurt ONCE this entire weekend. i know why to. its because we werent dealing with phones. i took some photos... they will be posted soon enough i think.

ps. I FREAKING GRADUATED!!
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