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[blindandbroken1]

le sigh

it seriously feels like a knife carving out the inside of my heart.
but whenever we try to do something about it, it ends up happening again a few days later.
there is no use. i hate feeling so unwanted. so he can go do what he wants. i'll sit here and not let it hurt me and make the best of my time. hopefully talk to Colter and Brittany, maybe i'll even give Trevor a call as a last resort...if he's even home. colter always helps, he's such a sweetheart cares about everyone. such a good person.

oh well enough sorrow from me
go out its friday night
paint the town your favorite color.
just dont let anyone down.

and I know you hurt
but I can help you if you can...
take my hand
and we'll live inside the dreams we left behind
take my hand
as we move from this place to a better life
take my hand
(if you take my hand)
fighting back the feeling that you always could deny
anything but everything we know is just a lie
as I cremate this memory and watch the darkened ashes rise
and beneath the smoke
I'll stand and ask you if you can