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I'm so tired. Jess said her goodbyes and it only slightly hit me with random fits of sadness during the drive to Hampton. We've still got one to see off, sorry everybody if I'm a bit of a recluse after that, of course school will have started by then.
Ew, school. It's coming slowly but surely and I've yet to send a french postcard. I'm so lazy, and yet not, and I hate it.
Double sessions have started and yeah...captain is strange. Liao and Kelley didn't come back, as disputed over the summer. Honestly, I wouldn't give up my spot to have them on the team. They're being childish and prideful and would do the team a diservice as captains. Playing ability only goes so far. You can't whine and moan like a child until you have your way, life doesn't work like that. Either come to terms with it or don't, but does volleyball really only mean so much as the title you have on the team? I would hope not.
Anyways...my eloquence doesn't allow me to truly present how I feel...so nevermind and just know that I'm always thinking about you.
Ew, school. It's coming slowly but surely and I've yet to send a french postcard. I'm so lazy, and yet not, and I hate it.
Double sessions have started and yeah...captain is strange. Liao and Kelley didn't come back, as disputed over the summer. Honestly, I wouldn't give up my spot to have them on the team. They're being childish and prideful and would do the team a diservice as captains. Playing ability only goes so far. You can't whine and moan like a child until you have your way, life doesn't work like that. Either come to terms with it or don't, but does volleyball really only mean so much as the title you have on the team? I would hope not.
Anyways...my eloquence doesn't allow me to truly present how I feel...so nevermind and just know that I'm always thinking about you.