Jul 21, 2004 15:23
1) I just read my live journal. And holy shit have I become a whinny bitch. What the fuck happened? I first wish to apologize to those who offered real support, I want to thank you for being so thoughtful, and insightful. It meant a lot to me. But, you should've have said: Asad, quit being a fucking pussy. A few weeks ago I was in such a deep state of depression, it was killing me slowly, but I don't know what happened. I've changed. Drastically.
2) I have some pretty petty issues in my honest opinion. I felt that the world revolved around me, and that you kiss my ass if you didn't like it. Well guess fucking what. You can still kiss my ass, but I'm not living for me alone, I'm going to do my best to be a nicer, more caring person. But don't worry, I can still hate you very quickly.
But lets get one thing straight:
I am still a materialistic, cocky son of a bitch that doesn't give a flying fuck what you think of me. Don't like it? Too. Fucking. Bad.
So this is the New Old Asad. Come visit me.