Nov 27, 2003 00:36
im not happy again
i dunno why
i was sober tonight while everyone else was fucked the fuck up......
josh, wow. i dunno i love you <3 hahaahaha
tanya you are so awesome........ shopping!
emilys here
talking to true
.......i miss true...... sometimes i feel like he doesnt give a shit about me anymore, oh well......
i feel that way with a lot of people
we are going to hell tommorow (lake butler) 2 1/2 hour drive
suck.
i wish grey wasnt so busy all the time
i wish i could rewind time to last winter....... i had this amazing warm glow, a false sense of happiness then....... i could be happy forever if i lived that winter over and over again
i miss devonshire i listened to their live recording today and i seemed to have forgotton how good they were..........
i wish people would call me and tell me megans in town
that would be awesome
maybe its a wendi thing and no one really wants to hang out with me
god im fucking depressed........its sad pathetic really
everyones invited to a thanksgiving shindig tommorow (IM INVITING FOR YOU JOSH)
it'll be at joshs apartment...it would be cool if megan can come and every one else too
that would make me a very happy kim
i love dale and channa so much
i dunno where that came from i guess i just realized i do fuck why do i love everyone but im so depressed? how does that work?
yeah this another pitty-party post for kim
my hair is kind of rock and roll
kind of.
im such a deuche
im sorry chris
fuck
i just wanted to make a big space so all of you would get pissed off at me....... did it work?