Doctor! { VITALS D R O P P I N G }
OMG LOOK! A SHINY PICTURE THING OMG.
[Insert a random picture of Alex here.]
Wow, a picture of myself I actually like for once.
My makeup looked nice~
Too bad I look so goddamned unhappy. :[
I'm feeling a little bit better since last night, I guess. Thank you to everyone that has been supportive to me~
Been having panic attacks though. At night in bed, in the shower. Breathing is nice. I like breathing. But that's Alex for ya! Always getting herself worked up over nothing.
My self esteem is just getting the shit kicked out of it.
I am a pathetic, emotional human being that reeeeally needs to learn how to move the fuck on and just love herself again.
I can't let this pessimism get to me. It's strangling me.
Gotta get happy again. Just have to keep trying. (Just keep swimming, just keep swimming~ Swimming, swimming, just keep swimming~)
I can do this.
In other news, sewing and the Trauma Center soundtracks are keeping me sane.
I'm becoming rather obsessed with the Trauma Center series and I like it :] (EVERYONE IS REDICULOUS HOT IN IT XD) Can't wait until I finish my Dr. Weaver costume and get to work on Juli's Nurse Angie~ (And then finishing everyone elses XD) Oh Atlus~ How I adore theeee and your character designs :3 So yeah, basically I'm a raving Trauma Center fangirl and proud of it XD We must have a sexy photoshoot at Katsu or something :o! ♥
Other Katsucon Costumes Update
We're also almost done with our Chesire cat twinnies~ Just need to finish the paws/ears and then we're done XD Lawl, anyone know where we can find purple fur? XDDD Durf :B
SUUPA SHEKARET Kingdom Hearts costumes are basically done too~ Just gotta do a few finishing touches :3
Been also trying to find some way of getting Princess Tutu costumes done :d We shall have to seeee~ I know I can do a Mythos costume , just worried about Juli~ And in the Phoenix Wright department, Juli's Mia costume has a much greater chance of getting done than my Franziska. So BASICALLY with these two sets of costumes it's either double or nothing XD Don't count on it, kiddies~
It is also really fucking misty outside. Siiiiirent Hiiiirruuuuuu XD
I'm bored. Someone talk to me or I'm gonna go eat my boredom away XD
Shuting up now :x *runs off* ♥
[Insert a random picture of Alex here.]
Wow, a picture of myself I actually like for once.
My makeup looked nice~
Too bad I look so goddamned unhappy. :[
I'm feeling a little bit better since last night, I guess. Thank you to everyone that has been supportive to me~
Been having panic attacks though. At night in bed, in the shower. Breathing is nice. I like breathing. But that's Alex for ya! Always getting herself worked up over nothing.
My self esteem is just getting the shit kicked out of it.
I am a pathetic, emotional human being that reeeeally needs to learn how to move the fuck on and just love herself again.
I can't let this pessimism get to me. It's strangling me.
Gotta get happy again. Just have to keep trying. (Just keep swimming, just keep swimming~ Swimming, swimming, just keep swimming~)
I can do this.
In other news, sewing and the Trauma Center soundtracks are keeping me sane.
I'm becoming rather obsessed with the Trauma Center series and I like it :] (EVERYONE IS REDICULOUS HOT IN IT XD) Can't wait until I finish my Dr. Weaver costume and get to work on Juli's Nurse Angie~ (And then finishing everyone elses XD) Oh Atlus~ How I adore theeee and your character designs :3 So yeah, basically I'm a raving Trauma Center fangirl and proud of it XD We must have a sexy photoshoot at Katsu or something :o! ♥
Other Katsucon Costumes Update
We're also almost done with our Chesire cat twinnies~ Just need to finish the paws/ears and then we're done XD Lawl, anyone know where we can find purple fur? XDDD Durf :B
SUUPA SHEKARET Kingdom Hearts costumes are basically done too~ Just gotta do a few finishing touches :3
Been also trying to find some way of getting Princess Tutu costumes done :d We shall have to seeee~ I know I can do a Mythos costume , just worried about Juli~ And in the Phoenix Wright department, Juli's Mia costume has a much greater chance of getting done than my Franziska. So BASICALLY with these two sets of costumes it's either double or nothing XD Don't count on it, kiddies~
It is also really fucking misty outside. Siiiiirent Hiiiirruuuuuu XD
I'm bored. Someone talk to me or I'm gonna go eat my boredom away XD
Shuting up now :x *runs off* ♥