Sep 30, 2003 05:58
allllll throughtout summer i had people telling me to go to calabasas and how they 'really wanted me there' and how they 'wish i was there SO badly' well those same people barely talk to me. Ever since i came to calabasas i feel like my friends have kinda rejected me....they SEEMED so excited to have me there and yet they don't hang out with me on the weekends or even make an attempt to. I'm not going to say specifics although there is a bunch off the top of my head but i hope they know who they are. TO those people: i just feel like you guys don't really want me there. And i don't get it we were such good friends over the summer and before i ever came to chs.... i used to say how the only way id go there was for a couple certain people, and those people barely talk to me, they kinda ignore me expect that i have classes with them so they talk to me in those...
you guys have your own group and im not going to intrude
so if someone could find me friends yah that would be great
the only thing i look forward to is my boyfriend....
great life.