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i didn't think it'd be this hard. this is harder than anything i could have ever imagined. i mean it's great having my closest friends here, the ones i was with everyday this summer. but as bad as this sounds, i had no idea what my other friends meant to me until they left. & i feel like now that they are gone, i need them now more than i ever have in my entire life. i mean, i just feel like right now, i'm happier than i have ever been, but at the same time, i am trying to deal with so much shit that it's hard, i need my friends here for me. each and everyone one of my friends is always there for me in a different way. i know who i can run to with what problem, who would relate the best, & so on. so now just having enough friends to barely count on both my hands it makes things harder. this is really taking it's toll on me...
MSU this saturday for ashtons birthday.
that will be a good way to get a lot off my mind.
it's hard to be this far away from your husband.
MSU this saturday for ashtons birthday.
that will be a good way to get a lot off my mind.
it's hard to be this far away from your husband.