Trying to go up an icy hill, with rollerblades on.
It's been a bad day,
another bad day and all I want to do is look at you and know I'm okay.
From where I'm sitting these shoes ain't fitting and I'm walking backwards,
looking down, don't see the sky I see the ground.
Above
below you look and so you wonder,
where the time has gone of looking up, tomorrows on its way.
Above
below you look and so you say,
when I wake up in the morning is it 'gonna be another ugly day?
-Something Corporate
Yep, that about sums up my life right now. School gets worse by the day, the harder I work the farther behind I get, the more I study the worse I do. If I didn't have co-op next semester I would drop out of school. I hate it here. I wish I could describe the feeling I have right now of utter failure. It's pathetic. I don't know what else to say. It doesn't matter anyway Nothing I say can change my situation. My temper is steadily getting worse, yesterday I kicked a cabinet in my dorm room to pieces. Now I have to fix it, so housing wont charge me. I can't help it; I get so mad I feel like if I don't break something my head will explode. Which brings me to another problem, the fact that my right eye has been twitching for 2 and a half weeks now. Sometimes so bad I can't keep it open sometimes. I think its stress. I don't know how else to explain it. Well I'm done writing, this is just reminding me of how fucking mad I am.
another bad day and all I want to do is look at you and know I'm okay.
From where I'm sitting these shoes ain't fitting and I'm walking backwards,
looking down, don't see the sky I see the ground.
Above
below you look and so you wonder,
where the time has gone of looking up, tomorrows on its way.
Above
below you look and so you say,
when I wake up in the morning is it 'gonna be another ugly day?
-Something Corporate
Yep, that about sums up my life right now. School gets worse by the day, the harder I work the farther behind I get, the more I study the worse I do. If I didn't have co-op next semester I would drop out of school. I hate it here. I wish I could describe the feeling I have right now of utter failure. It's pathetic. I don't know what else to say. It doesn't matter anyway Nothing I say can change my situation. My temper is steadily getting worse, yesterday I kicked a cabinet in my dorm room to pieces. Now I have to fix it, so housing wont charge me. I can't help it; I get so mad I feel like if I don't break something my head will explode. Which brings me to another problem, the fact that my right eye has been twitching for 2 and a half weeks now. Sometimes so bad I can't keep it open sometimes. I think its stress. I don't know how else to explain it. Well I'm done writing, this is just reminding me of how fucking mad I am.