i can't believe it's been 2 years
since he's done something rediculous to brighten up my day, since we cried on eachothers shoulders trying to deal with the cruelty that came with being a teenager, since he slept on my floor after shows b/c he was too tired from rocking out to drive home, since he ended an offensive sentence with a completely innocent smile, since he would rather squeeze into a 2 person tent with 3 other people just so we could hear him play guitar, since he made me get a blog, since we swaped cds every month so we knew about as much music as possible, since he stole parkie's jacket for a week to look cool at medway, since everyone begged him to stop playing greenday and misfits on acoustic at nikki's bonfires, since i made this maybe disappear shirt i'm wearing right now for him, since he blew me a kiss on stage while playing for HFU because drew was too drunk to finish the set with his bloody fingers, since i couldn't go to that after-party and keep him awake on the way home, since i got the call that i had lost one of my best friends... i miss u abel, and i'll never let your memory die.