it's been a LONG time...
i have completely neglected this livejournal. there are quite a few reasons why. for whatever reason, i decided to log in today and it's brought back memories for sure. i was looking at my photo journal (forever_memoirs) and it really took me back. i have sooo many old photos posted on there. things were SO different back in those days. better? worse? i can't say. some things have been worse, some better. life is a rollercoaster, so i can just say things have been... different. new. changing.
a lot has happened since the last time i updated. i moved out on my own this year. one of my bestest friends, davidsito, just got married yesterday. cindy (bessy's cousin) is a mommy. my beautiful friend jessica is pregnant with a lil baby boy. i saw roger waters/pink floyd this past friday (!!!!). my little sister graduated from high school. so on and so forth.
many things still haven't changed (unfortunately). for some things... it's just too late. for others, there's still an opportunity for change (for the better of course). just about half of the year is already gone. i find it hard to believe sometimes... just how fast time is going by. i turn TWENTY-THREE this year!!! in just about 2 months!! i know it may not seem like such a big deal, and it really isn't. but i'm still having trouble accepting reality. seems like i was in high school just yesterday, but it's been 6 years already. "/
where has the time gone? over the years, people have come and gone in and out of my life. i hope the ones that are still around are the real deal (i think they are). it's when times get toughtest that you're able to separate you're true friends from those just making a pit stop in your life. i miss so many of those friends that are no longer a part of my life. what they don't know is that they'll always be in my heart. i still love them, and i still think about them and remember. i wonder how they're doing... and i hope whatever they're up to and wherever they may be, that they're happy.
i'm still "alone" but surrounded by friends... the reason i keep my sanity. ;) don't know when the right person will finally enter my world, but i'll keep waiting. the world still turns. the sun still shines. the wind still blows. life goes on. one minute can change everything. one word. one look. i believe in my heart there's someone out there waiting for me too... and i want it to be perfect when we meet. so, i'm keeping my hands out of destiny's way. ;)
maybe i'll start updating this thing again. it'll help me ease my mind. plus, it'll help me remember how i spend my time.
<3 katt
a lot has happened since the last time i updated. i moved out on my own this year. one of my bestest friends, davidsito, just got married yesterday. cindy (bessy's cousin) is a mommy. my beautiful friend jessica is pregnant with a lil baby boy. i saw roger waters/pink floyd this past friday (!!!!). my little sister graduated from high school. so on and so forth.
many things still haven't changed (unfortunately). for some things... it's just too late. for others, there's still an opportunity for change (for the better of course). just about half of the year is already gone. i find it hard to believe sometimes... just how fast time is going by. i turn TWENTY-THREE this year!!! in just about 2 months!! i know it may not seem like such a big deal, and it really isn't. but i'm still having trouble accepting reality. seems like i was in high school just yesterday, but it's been 6 years already. "/
where has the time gone? over the years, people have come and gone in and out of my life. i hope the ones that are still around are the real deal (i think they are). it's when times get toughtest that you're able to separate you're true friends from those just making a pit stop in your life. i miss so many of those friends that are no longer a part of my life. what they don't know is that they'll always be in my heart. i still love them, and i still think about them and remember. i wonder how they're doing... and i hope whatever they're up to and wherever they may be, that they're happy.
i'm still "alone" but surrounded by friends... the reason i keep my sanity. ;) don't know when the right person will finally enter my world, but i'll keep waiting. the world still turns. the sun still shines. the wind still blows. life goes on. one minute can change everything. one word. one look. i believe in my heart there's someone out there waiting for me too... and i want it to be perfect when we meet. so, i'm keeping my hands out of destiny's way. ;)
maybe i'll start updating this thing again. it'll help me ease my mind. plus, it'll help me remember how i spend my time.
<3 katt