Nothing.
I have already said it enough, and I've said it to way too many people. I'm done.
She is too beautiful, She doesn't deserve the storm I threw down. She doesn't owe me anything. No matter what she has done. Again, too beautiful.
I have made some mistakes as well. Big mistakes.
Some of them as big, if not bigger than hers.
I want to get back to where I was years before, and I'm working really hard to get there.
This is what I want to remember...
That's it.
That, and our second date when I forced her to slowdance to bad big band jazz in the curling club ballroom. Just the two of us. real slow. Our own bar, vodka and cranberry.
Oh wait, and when we would soap up our bums in the shower and rub them together really fast.
The bum dance.
I only want to remember the bum dance.
If you have not done a soapy bum dance with your partner in the shower, stop wasting time. Do it now. You will never laugh harder.
You never know when that soapy bum might no longer be available.
Ladies and gentlemen... "melvis". An old Livejournal friend I eventually shared a life with.
She was my friend for seven years. My best friend for the last couple,
and I really do hope she'll come over to my new apartment in the coming months to watch some shitty TV and eat whatever chocolate I stole from sobeys that day.
It's all hers, it always was.
all I ever needed was a bite.
Thanks Mel,
-SH