Broken...
Wednesday, January 5 2005 1:35am
Lets see...talked to amanda for a lil while then went to work. worked from 6-10. came home and stayed up till 4. woke up at 11. did chores. then sat on my ass for the rest of the day. well, i talked to amanda online. we broke up. i didnt feel the love. we decided it would be best if we just ended here and now. we both said it was rushed. we agreed to go on some more dates and said that maybe later on in life things might work better. what really hurt me was when she asked to make sure were not together because she thought this other guy liked her. omg, i was ready to cry. i cant stand hearin about other guys from girls i like/used to like. i told her i prolly wouldnt see her again and she said most likely and that was sad. i got really down and decided to leave. told her to have a nice life and then i got off. i was down for a while. anywho, im now goin to snowcoming with sarah bock. woohoo! not much else has happened. i was feelin ok up until i wrote this. now im feelin all sad again. well im out for now. lates.
-Josh
Lets see...talked to amanda for a lil while then went to work. worked from 6-10. came home and stayed up till 4. woke up at 11. did chores. then sat on my ass for the rest of the day. well, i talked to amanda online. we broke up. i didnt feel the love. we decided it would be best if we just ended here and now. we both said it was rushed. we agreed to go on some more dates and said that maybe later on in life things might work better. what really hurt me was when she asked to make sure were not together because she thought this other guy liked her. omg, i was ready to cry. i cant stand hearin about other guys from girls i like/used to like. i told her i prolly wouldnt see her again and she said most likely and that was sad. i got really down and decided to leave. told her to have a nice life and then i got off. i was down for a while. anywho, im now goin to snowcoming with sarah bock. woohoo! not much else has happened. i was feelin ok up until i wrote this. now im feelin all sad again. well im out for now. lates.
-Josh