Feb 05, 2009 19:53
I'm tired. All the time. I hate working 6 days a week and going to school. I get tired just thinking about getting up in the morning. I wish I had the money to go on vacation and could afford to take time off for it. I just have to keep telling myself this is a temporary phase in life that is only leading up to better times. It's just that I never see my friends. And it's not that I don't want to, it's just that I am so effing tired allllll the time. If I'm not at work or school, I'm grading papers, calling parents, doing lesson plans and grades, doing my homework, grocery shopping or laundry. It is like I have no time to do what I want. No time for myself. When I get it, I just want to put sweats on and lounge. I'm proud of myself though. That is the silver lining. I'm kicking major ass at work and doing really well in my classes. I feel like I am finally behaving like a grown-up. I'm responsible. So weird.