Ambedo(n) ; a kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details-raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee-briefly soaking in the experience of being alive, an act that is done purely for its own sake.Your lips are dried and bleeding and you're breathing through your mouth because the blood coming down your nose doesn't let you. You're sure a lung has collapsed and you can't think because Irina definitely broke a rib or two and the pain is excruciating
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myriad | t, with mentions of gore, suicide, blood. | Hunter
It's the same dream over and over again and he can't really complain because Jade literally dies from hers, but they're getting scary. Scary like you wake up with sweat going down your back, and not being able to breathe and for minutes after you jolt awake, you're still shaking. You don't know if they're premonitions, which would be kind of cool if they weren't, you know, so damn disturbing.
You think you have blood on your hands one morning. You're sure you're losing your mind. Time is moving too fast or too slow and you can't breathe... Holy crap, you can't breathe. Ike is concerned in his own way for you, he asks if you're going to die in the room and then proceeds to lecture you on something irrelevant. The rest of the day is a struggle and for the first time, you're scared of sleeping.
Without an observer, there's no reality.You wonder if you're dying. It's possible
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it got away from me and it was easier to post it on ao3
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Ambedo(n) ; a kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details-raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee-briefly soaking in the experience of being alive, an act that is done purely for its own sake.Your lips are dried and bleeding and you're breathing through your mouth because the blood coming down your nose doesn't let you. You're sure a lung has collapsed and you can't think because Irina definitely broke a rib or two and the pain is excruciating ( ... )
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It's the same dream over and over again and he can't really complain because Jade literally dies from hers, but they're getting scary. Scary like you wake up with sweat going down your back, and not being able to breathe and for minutes after you jolt awake, you're still shaking. You don't know if they're premonitions, which would be kind of cool if they weren't, you know, so damn disturbing.
You think you have blood on your hands one morning. You're sure you're losing your mind. Time is moving too fast or too slow and you can't breathe... Holy crap, you can't breathe. Ike is concerned in his own way for you, he asks if you're going to die in the room and then proceeds to lecture you on something irrelevant. The rest of the day is a struggle and for the first time, you're scared of sleeping.
Without an observer, there's no reality.You wonder if you're dying. It's possible ( ... )
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You wake up with blood coming out of your ears and eyes and only you can see it.
YES
you want to go on your knees and beg for forgiveness. Jade's arms are always open now, as if she's ready to accept someone into them.
YES
Zoe starts to appear in the dreams. She's ripping the skin off her face
YES
Neither you or Oliver, or Ike or Casey, realize that in your head, the story is finished and you're only letting it play out now for amusement.
YESSSS
BLESS YOU BEAUTIFUL FLOWER ♥ THANK YOU FOR THIS FILL
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