My New Year's Resolution
Is not to do anybody any favors.
I won't be late to work because a friend who has to travel 35 miles each way and get their kid b4 daycare closes is borrowing my car while I wait for the bus to get me four miles.
I won't be too broke to pay the phone bill when I get the shut off notice right after I loaned somebody gas money.
I won't walk in the cold to the bus stop because the person borrowing my car had to stay a couple hours late @ work and I need to get my kid to school.
I won't be the bitch because somebody I love is getting trampled on and I have to stand up on their behalf.
I won't feel guilty for not being able to those I'm already stretching myself for even more.
My hairspray won't go missing because somebody else needed to load their things into my vehicle and forgot where they put my things.
My charger will always be plugged in by my bed because that's where I put it and nobody else lives there to be moving it.
I won't freeze to death @ somebody else's house because I got out of work and b4 I got home, I agreed to go over and babysit for someone who needs a break and made last minute plans.
I'm days, if not mere hours, from recieving the biggest check I ever have or will get but in the meantime I took out my first every payday loan to pay my rent. It seems like I'm at the end of my rope and I'm just hoping to hang on to those last threads until the next rope is lowered.
I won't be late to work because a friend who has to travel 35 miles each way and get their kid b4 daycare closes is borrowing my car while I wait for the bus to get me four miles.
I won't be too broke to pay the phone bill when I get the shut off notice right after I loaned somebody gas money.
I won't walk in the cold to the bus stop because the person borrowing my car had to stay a couple hours late @ work and I need to get my kid to school.
I won't be the bitch because somebody I love is getting trampled on and I have to stand up on their behalf.
I won't feel guilty for not being able to those I'm already stretching myself for even more.
My hairspray won't go missing because somebody else needed to load their things into my vehicle and forgot where they put my things.
My charger will always be plugged in by my bed because that's where I put it and nobody else lives there to be moving it.
I won't freeze to death @ somebody else's house because I got out of work and b4 I got home, I agreed to go over and babysit for someone who needs a break and made last minute plans.
I'm days, if not mere hours, from recieving the biggest check I ever have or will get but in the meantime I took out my first every payday loan to pay my rent. It seems like I'm at the end of my rope and I'm just hoping to hang on to those last threads until the next rope is lowered.