"There's no place like someplace under the sun" I hate this "cold"!

[bleupersuasion]

God. It's like 20 degrees outside, how can any of you guys want to go out? I got windburn yesterday. So, this is going to be my complaining, venting session again. Dude. I just got engaged. I have been sober for 2 weeks. My Fiance is going on tour for ONE YEAR, in 10 days from now. Life is changing and shit, being sober FUCKING SUCKS!!! Time to go back to the gym. Hey you guys, i lost 10 lbs from not running 6-8 miles a day. Until I re-discovered Fish Food. If you know it then you know what i mean. Now i'm all bummed out because you guys think i am attatched to Josh and that i don't go out with my friends all the time. Well, i call when i wanna go and do things and you call when you wanna go do things. Sometimes things don't work out well, but i am trying. A little. I have to say, yes, i am trying to keep things together over here more. Relationships are a lot of fun and A LOT of work. You're not just you anymore. And i love that. So. Okay, maybe i haven't been going out clubbing all of the time. I am sober though! At least until i can't stand it anymore. I can't say life is easy right now. I am bummed out now. Thanks. Oh well. Dude, what the hell. Let's do lunch or something? Dawnn has been sensitive lately. It's warm in this house, my bed rocks, blankets everywhere, movies and netflix and internet everything, and delivery service. Seriously. I went to central park yesterday and to Indian Food (which i've decided i eternally hate now, although it was good, i just am over it). I got windburn and my fingers and toes where frozen solid, regardless of how many layers of wool and fleece i was wearing. To hell with it. I'll leave this house for a plane ticket to someplace WARM! Too bad you guys can't all come over and have champagne. I'M SOBER and my fiance has a recording studio set up in our living room. So, that's out of the question. I guess i'm back in the habit of beating myself up again. I just don't want to go to a nightclub. Okay, i am over it. I am perfectly happy in my "ignorance is bliss" state of mind as i change the channel in my head. This place rocks and i can cuddle with doggies on the couch and listen to music and be warm. Emack and Bolios is on the corner of my block. Besides, i don't have enough money to support me going out all of the time. Fun for me costs a lot of money. Leaving my house costs a lot of money and most of the time i am more productive here and would rather be here. So, that's my statement of the day. If anyone wants to do lunch or something, i am totally into it. That's it for me. I miss you guys too, let's do something else besides go to bars and nightclubs. Any ideas, all you creative people? I wish it was summer, so if i click my heels 3 times and say "There's no place like the beach" will i go there? Or maybe if i can find some zanex, i can go there anyway. Or maybe i can just have sex, that's even better. Haha. Dawnn You are 87% Aries

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