Nov 13, 2005 12:34
its 12:34 tight.
i start my new trabajo today at godiva. im nervous basically but i have all new clothes and junks. in the trunk...
umm i forgot what i was gonna update so ill just start and hopefully find it.
we got grades on friday. eh. no a's, i wasnt really expecting any though. cus im lazy. not stupid. and i have hella zeros in all my classes because oh im absent recently. im sick like disgusting. i have to take all these crazy medicines that hate eachother while inside me which makes me even more sick so i dont see the point. GREAT.
i still have no idea about next year, the main problem is i also dont have the motivation to do the work to make decisions. i took the sat though finally. i hope i did good. i think i did. its long as fuck. they're crazy as hell. i have add. and telefemural syndrome. and midshmeres s?. and pcos. which i let jessi borrow because she likes the name. pwaha. i love her.
i dont know what im supposed to wear to this meeting and i need to finish my political systems project. that sucks because i cant find the prject sheet so i dont know what to do on it. fuck.
i love my car now. way less stressful and a lot more fun. even the boys think so. yes yes. i like being at dannys lately because no where else is really comfortable. so i guess thats good and i dont blame kelsey for always wanting to stay there and not here because i live here. i know. although, its gotten better i must say. im impressed with the progress but theres still weird times that i hate it and myself. so i guess.... who knows. i have to go to another doctor for an evaluation. rochelle thinks im showing signs of something that could be bad. i hope not. a lot. right?
the holiday coke is so good. its always better than regular year round coke. i think they put holiday magic in it. thats gotta be it.
i really also love publix subs lately. and black pepper jack doritos. and uhhhh applesauce. these are the only things ive eaten this weekend. whatever. im losing weight i think cus im sick. whatever.
i still dont really know what to do about the ... situation. sometimes it sucks so bad but sometimes its not so bad. but i can say that it is now never like it used to be. and that i have a problem with.
ho hum