Jul 27, 2005 13:22
in addition to a new cellular i, as of today have cable television for the first time in my life. hot.
its so freaking hot outside. i hate extreme temperatures.
i guess things have been getting better around the homestead i kinda had a freak out and now i think things are getting more okay. we still have to go to dumb therapy. its not that i dont wanna go its that im sick of everything coming out of the woodwork and getting upset about it. whatever. im mainly sick of crying. and wanting to leave. i dont want to want to leave.
shannon is in florida. i miss her. a lot.
i wish i was in florida. at the beach. then i wouldnt be so pissed that its so incredibly HOT.
i think sj is having a birthday party. so come. call me for details.
its wednesday i think and i dont wanna go back to school, i do however want new clothes and new school supplies. i just dont want to have to use them. i think i want a incredibles bookbag? what do you think about that. or finding nemo. oh that would be a delight.
im gonna start cleaning my room today. it needs it badly. i think ima just throw away everything thats on the floor. and start over. good? of course.
BALLER
i still need a job badly. i applied at a few places that i will not get hired at. so thats fun and exciting and outrageous and wonderful. bull.
i had the scariest worst dream ever last night and i woke up really scared. it sucked. i hate that. and i hate sleeping alone in a bed thats not mine. except when its matts. cus i know i can just call her and hear her through the wall too probably. whatever.
i think its too hot to sit still.