ask her if she wants to stay a while
first of all. taylor headbutting me =
HOT.
now its just a little blue if you look close. but it sitll hurts like a bitch. awesome.
photobucket has new ones of fun.
hey take my quiz from the entry before this one. only like two people passed. its a fun.
so me and kelsey and sha are in a "tid bit" says sha. its really getting not good. but its no longer just the fact that shes not around. its the lying and the talking shit and the straight up bitchiness. whatever. we're gonna lock ourselves in a room til she'll talk sensibly.
WHITNEY IS COMING HOME TOMORROW. yayhoo.
me and sha are getting more friends with eachother. i love it. why couldnt i have met her before. shes me. but better. and i love her to d-e-a-t-h. we basically spend all extra time together and can also always know when too much is happening and can fix it in ourselves with eachother. best friend. i miss the ones i had before but tahts not mutual so i have a new best. thank god for summer school. and life. and being me through her.
the sitting - still, focusing, not getting distracted by shiny colorful things is getting hardcore. i was noticing at chris'. i was twitching from sitting still through ONE tv show. thats not okay. i think my brain got to its mature point and is now working backwards again. but because i live in grown up environment its wackier to be me.
i actually started reading the scarlet letter. funny that my class started two weeks ago. hot.
i almost cried today in sixth period. no one but me knows why.
i kind if just want to get up and run for a long time til i want some water and stop where i land and see what it is.
the oc was hot. youre hot.
deep inside the corner of my mind, im attached to you.
someone tell me you need me. before i dont.
mrs v told me my stuff was good today and it made me feel like a million bucks. and then i failed a history test and then i got a 88 on one. hate. im really sick of being what everyone thinks i am. i have begun to see me as everyone else does. i hate who that is. so i get why you do. sort of.
i accidentally ripped my hoodie today. i need some more hoodies. bad. ima get more with my dollars. fun ones. ones that i live in. ones that i love in.
fuck text messages and instant messages.