I hate today.
So it is now offically Valentines Day.Surprise Surprise I am ALONE once again.I had this dillusion that I might actually have been spending today with that boy.HA!
Yea so I dont usually inundate people with my mediocre issues like this-because I am private like that.Sure people know small things and maybe medium things but nothing super sized.Bottom line is apparently I did something or something occured to him that caused him to out of the blue-no explanation to ignore me.Honestly it burns like salt in a cut,but if its meant to be it will be.I dont like to bet,but If i was to,I would wager 10-to-1 that I will never see,speak or associate with him ever again.Long shots occasionally come in. I really wonder what happend?
Im also saddend because I miss my friends so bad right now.I know this is like May 04 shit again,but I really do.I dont know.
My brain is a wreck right now.I was perfect until I sat down at my computer-then this feeling of blue came over like a bucket of water dumped over my head.
If i said it once ive said it millions of times.I FUCKING ABSOLUTELY DESPISE Valentines Day.I DETEST this day.Its pointless.its commercial and its concept is just vile.
FUCK YOU VALENTINES DAY CELEBRATORS.I could put something totally mean here such as I hope your men leave you or ya know something else but,Im not gonna go there.Maybe If i am positive something,jesus christ SOMETHING good will come.Oh who am I kidding.
Yea so I dont usually inundate people with my mediocre issues like this-because I am private like that.Sure people know small things and maybe medium things but nothing super sized.Bottom line is apparently I did something or something occured to him that caused him to out of the blue-no explanation to ignore me.Honestly it burns like salt in a cut,but if its meant to be it will be.I dont like to bet,but If i was to,I would wager 10-to-1 that I will never see,speak or associate with him ever again.Long shots occasionally come in. I really wonder what happend?
Im also saddend because I miss my friends so bad right now.I know this is like May 04 shit again,but I really do.I dont know.
My brain is a wreck right now.I was perfect until I sat down at my computer-then this feeling of blue came over like a bucket of water dumped over my head.
If i said it once ive said it millions of times.I FUCKING ABSOLUTELY DESPISE Valentines Day.I DETEST this day.Its pointless.its commercial and its concept is just vile.
FUCK YOU VALENTINES DAY CELEBRATORS.I could put something totally mean here such as I hope your men leave you or ya know something else but,Im not gonna go there.Maybe If i am positive something,jesus christ SOMETHING good will come.Oh who am I kidding.