sad
im so lonely. i hae my eyes. i want a lover i dont have to love, i want a girl so drunk she doesnt talk. i bleed from the inside.whil i know that right now brittany bleeds from the outside. she will cut herself tonight. she will cut her wrist and forget brandon-for a while at least. i love her. im tired of holding up a fosade thats heavier than i am. im so tired of it. i'll sleep now and wake up and forget i wrote this, then i'll remember as i check to see if anyone posted, then i'll be sad and this cycle shall continue until i post somethinghappy and then it will be the oppisite.thanks to bi-polarity. i am sad now so sleep will come easily.