gah!!!
i really should be studying for a major exam that i have tomorrow and i cannot focus!! i hate that stupid fucking class! i hate that i have to memorize my notes verbatim to make a decent grade on my exam. i hate that nothing is sticking to my brain. i don't do well on exams like these. never. i didn't last semester, and i'm sure as hell not going to today. i seriously think i'm gonna topple over with an anxiety attack. not only do i have this test tomorrow, but i have a presentation on tuesday, a flute exam on wednesday, my notebook to finish up for that stupid flute class, my lesson on wednesday, chamber on thursday, and our concert on friday. OMG i'm gonna die!! it does NOT help that my boyfriend is in japan! AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!! can i please scream my fucking brains out!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!