boring as heaven
so anyways.. friday the fireworks werent bad at all... matt was kind of mad i was going with my friends, he got over it though... me michelle brianna lizzy lynn and shawna walked from briannas and cut through the cemetery.. the police made us turn around and walk back, it was fucking ridiculous.. we just cut up the steep path, hopped back over the fence, and went in a different entrance.. i didnt even understand their reasoning.. they were searching purses and stuff, maybe that had to do with it... right when we got there we jumped on rides.. when we were about to go on the zipper i couldnt stop thinking about the girl a couple years ago who got her hair stuck in the machine and it ripped off her scalp.. me with no hair would be a pretty silly sight... but on the zipper worse happened... my cell phone fell out of my pocket and hit the cage in front of us and smashed into pieces.. i mean all the pieces fell apart.. we got all the pieces except the battery.. i went today to get my battery, michelle was there oddly enough, but they didnt have one.. just my luck.. but that night wasnt bad.. we just hung around the carnival the rest of the night.. jess and laura came down, its always nice to see them.. we watched the fireworks and tried to figure out what we were going to do afterwards.. matt and i wre invited to jess's but they were pretty gay about the whole thing... so we decided to just grab some mcdonalds and go home.. we did just that, but dave made us stop back at burger king.. of course he gave matt shit for going to mcdonalds instead of burger king... that night with matt was really nice.. it was just so calm and it was just time we really needed to spend together.. im really learning to love him in so many ways more than i already do.. i appreciate everything he does so much more... but saturday morning he dropped me off.. i cant even remember what i did saturday.. i know i went driving.. but yeah, so im starting driving.. my brother like screams at me while i drive but its not too bad.. i gotta schedule the rest of my driving hours.. hopefully with brianna.. sunday i drove up to kerrys nh cottage with my family... her whole family was there.. it was prety cool to meet them all.. theyre all beautiful and very warm and kind hearted... we went out on the boat.. and mike took me on the jetski... its really too bad that mike is marrying cheryl.. he seems like he would just have such better taste.. is that mean? shes just so spoiled and sheltered... shes very pretty though... you cant blame mike for liking her, but he seems like he would marry someone just so much more fun.. cheryls hands are ridiculous too.. they are huge and they are like in your face bc she talks with her hands sooo much.. kerry said the first time she met cheryl she called her trisha like 5 times.. i loved trisha.. kerrys mom is so cute, shes so little, absolutely adorable.. matt was waiting at my house for me when i got home... i gave him his 4th of july kiss and i went to bed.. when i woke up today me and my bro ran some errands.. only 2 days till california! gotta figure out something to do today..