Apr 11, 2007 05:36
a word to the wise: religion is a sham.
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i have to be at work in 5 hours. i dont want to work with gloria.
im happy but im not quite complete anymore. how many shots do i have to do or cigarettes do i have to smoke until i am how i was? i wish my general knowledge of music impressed more than the musically retarded. new bright eyes released yesterday. second serenade is a boho version of dashboard. sexual deviance is slowly becoming boring. soon enough ill be in a car with him to my left instead of my right. i wont know what to do with myself. my days seem incomplete until i can reach out and touch his face. work is sucking my soul out through a straw. one of those goddamn clear ones with the tiny tear in it that makes it all fizzy before it reaches your mouth. i miss meat, dammit. go see the fizz saturday. my appetite is less than deminished. cocaine is not part of the equation. im watching my mind waste away. like meat off an anorexics bones. yes, i have an eating disorder; my mother. &dan=love.