here i sit
I sit awaiting my group... Hoping the presentation will go well... knowing it probably will.
I sit thinking:
graduation =9days.
last takehome/exam/paper till next fall=7 days
christmas party with dan's doctor friends=2 days
ardah gets her back brace off=8-10 weeks
i see my mom= 3 days
everything is winding down... i turn another year older in 3 weeks... wow.
i am eager to start the nonsemester that comes. to relax. to do things i ought to do, not things i have to do if i want to pass classes. i am ready.
i am furious about how i'll be leaving. without the marcation of 'honors student.' i hate her. maybe that's too strong. i hate what she has done to me and the way she has behaved. so, i'm summa cum laude and that's it. which is good, i know. but still. you know me. bull headed. eager. sigh.
'we're all mad in our own way'... uh huh...
life goes on--after everything that happens to us, we continually realize, life goes on...
I sit thinking:
graduation =9days.
last takehome/exam/paper till next fall=7 days
christmas party with dan's doctor friends=2 days
ardah gets her back brace off=8-10 weeks
i see my mom= 3 days
everything is winding down... i turn another year older in 3 weeks... wow.
i am eager to start the nonsemester that comes. to relax. to do things i ought to do, not things i have to do if i want to pass classes. i am ready.
i am furious about how i'll be leaving. without the marcation of 'honors student.' i hate her. maybe that's too strong. i hate what she has done to me and the way she has behaved. so, i'm summa cum laude and that's it. which is good, i know. but still. you know me. bull headed. eager. sigh.
'we're all mad in our own way'... uh huh...
life goes on--after everything that happens to us, we continually realize, life goes on...