Jul 18, 2005 00:40
ain't it funny how time goes by.
isn't funny how your friends change... as in come and go... or change their personalities for better and for worse.
i was just sitting here thinking to myself that i am very happy. life isn't perfect, but it doesn't matter. i see my best friend everyday, if i'm lucky, i wake up next to him, if he's not working. that's awesome. i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.
not to be too mushy (although we all know i'm a romantic sap!)... but i just want everyone to know that i'm happy.
i feel bad when i think about people who aren't happy. and i'm trying to get over my inherent character flaw of always trying to take it on myself to fix everything... that's progress.
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do you ever see strangers in random places and think they remind you of someone you used to know (or thought you knew)... isn't it wierd.
even stranger when you see up close that it IS the person you were reminded of.
but the worst, for me, is if it's someone i don't want to see or would prefer to avoid...and a lot of raging emotions come back to haunt me. i don't know why that happens. thankfully it is quite rare...
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question... dan and i were discussing how his best man at the wedding has sort of disappeared from our radar... when we have big life changes, are we supposed to call him to let him know, even though he has not ONCE called to see how we're doing in the 13 months, 5 days that we've been married? it's hard to just forget someone that you thought was pretty cool... but it seems like it's happened on the other end-is that acceptable?
oh shucks.. i haven't written in so long, i just wanted to get something down...
:-)