why me?

[blessedsins]

how fucking likely is it that, for the first time in ages I actually want a guy - I'm totally smitten - and he just has to be taken (okay so I knew that already) by another girl named Lindsay!?!?! Come on, now! This just isn't funny anymore... I used to be able to take that, I used to be able to cope with this sort of underhanded maliciousness from whatever "powers" control this sort of thing but, please, that's just taking it too damned far!!!

grumble grumble... *walks away cursing relationships and "feelings"*