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So last night was lotsa fun...i FINALLY got to see assad and talk to him...his sister had her baby and everything is good..yay!...and he, danny, andrew and myself all went bowling...it was great...i think i reached a new high...85!..woo hoo!!!...lol...so i'm not a bowler...anyways, carolnie called me and i talked to her for a bit...her mom likes me :-D and invited me to come up there and stay with car over night...sounds like fun..perhaps next week...john also calledand left me a voicemail...he wants to uhhh...hang out before he goes back to school...lol..should be fun...oh and i also FINALLY talked to melissa last night...caught her up on all the work gossip...she revealed her feminist ideals to me (ugh!) and i invited her to come clubbing with me and alli (assuming she can come) and andrew and the guys and she was down for it...she's 22..hehe...need i say more?..lol..jk...she's awesome as hell...she's really cool cuz she's got this spunky thing..i dunno...she's definitely unique...we talked about going out and having one night stand just cuz it's a new experience...lol..i dunno...i don't think i'd actually do it but the idea is fun...handsome stranger..one night of passion...oh baby!...lol...we're still gonna create that harem...how exciting!..my own peronal slave men! yummy!...yeah, the two of us together, quite insane...she wants to go skiing too...hopefully i can find a day when we can go..maybe a whole bunch of people!....who knows!...i like planning this crazy stuff!...so i'm slightly hyper right now...dunno why...been out all day..oh! earlier i went to the dentist and as i was getting out of the car i saw this guy walking by with a shirt from TKE...lol..a frat boy..go figure...of course that reminded me of oliver and of...uhhhh...interesting times...no need to continue there..lol..
(disregard the next part it's actually kinda serious)...ok..so yeah, lotsa stuff has been on my mind lately...how people have changed and grow apart...all so sad really...well, i always say that now is when you discover who your true friends really are and that is soooo true...i've met some really amazing people during the past year and a half as well as some not so great people...friends i could see myself talknig to for a loooooooong time and some i can barely see talknig to next semester...eh well, point is, i've been thinking bout the good ole days...back when i maintained some shred of innoncence...heh...seems so long ago..lol....anyways, i was thinking about cris...yeah, dunno where that came from myself...i mean, i don't even know why we stopped talking...i remember us arguing about me not finding her a boyfriend (cuz ya know i have "cupid" tattooed across my forehead)and then us just not talking but staying on the phone til my cell finally died and hung up...and that was it...neither one of us ever bothered calling the other back...oh yeah, then there were those journal entries *rolls eyes* where i got slammed left and right...which i "would never look at" or something cuz i "never look at the websites unless asked"...i showed alllllllllllll of my friends those entries and they were completely disgusted..they said she was completely off on her analysis of me which made me feel slightly better..after all, she knows my past, they know my present...the ones who actually met her gave me their REAL opinions of what they thought when they first encountered her...i was quite shocked indeed...well, no i wasn't...it's just that despite her immature actions, we still have a lot of good memories...i know we definitely do NOT have much in common anymore but still, it's just kinda sad to throw 13 years down the drain ya know?...i mean, she was always like a sister to me...she helped me through a lot of my childhood..A LOT...and i would like to think i helped her in some form or another as well...blah blah blah...i'm blabbing now...anyways....last three months have been a BIIIIIIIG change for me...lots and lots of new experiences...i'd like to think i've grown...so much to reflect upon...wish i had an old friend to share it with...
(disregard the next part it's actually kinda serious)...ok..so yeah, lotsa stuff has been on my mind lately...how people have changed and grow apart...all so sad really...well, i always say that now is when you discover who your true friends really are and that is soooo true...i've met some really amazing people during the past year and a half as well as some not so great people...friends i could see myself talknig to for a loooooooong time and some i can barely see talknig to next semester...eh well, point is, i've been thinking bout the good ole days...back when i maintained some shred of innoncence...heh...seems so long ago..lol....anyways, i was thinking about cris...yeah, dunno where that came from myself...i mean, i don't even know why we stopped talking...i remember us arguing about me not finding her a boyfriend (cuz ya know i have "cupid" tattooed across my forehead)and then us just not talking but staying on the phone til my cell finally died and hung up...and that was it...neither one of us ever bothered calling the other back...oh yeah, then there were those journal entries *rolls eyes* where i got slammed left and right...which i "would never look at" or something cuz i "never look at the websites unless asked"...i showed alllllllllllll of my friends those entries and they were completely disgusted..they said she was completely off on her analysis of me which made me feel slightly better..after all, she knows my past, they know my present...the ones who actually met her gave me their REAL opinions of what they thought when they first encountered her...i was quite shocked indeed...well, no i wasn't...it's just that despite her immature actions, we still have a lot of good memories...i know we definitely do NOT have much in common anymore but still, it's just kinda sad to throw 13 years down the drain ya know?...i mean, she was always like a sister to me...she helped me through a lot of my childhood..A LOT...and i would like to think i helped her in some form or another as well...blah blah blah...i'm blabbing now...anyways....last three months have been a BIIIIIIIG change for me...lots and lots of new experiences...i'd like to think i've grown...so much to reflect upon...wish i had an old friend to share it with...