Sunkisses
Why is it that while I'm at work I pictures myself doing so many things once I get home, then when I actually do get home, I am so dead tired and just want to lay on the couch and take a nap? I'm sure the extreme heat has something to do with it...not fun to do too much when it's so hot.
I decided I feel really detached from a lot of my friends. It's kind of weird because when I really think about it, I just had a movie date with Ryan, have been hanging out/working out with Caitlin nearly every day, talk to Jen while she's at summer school on a pretty regular basis, see Liane at least once a week, kept up with good old AshW, and have seen the bro Michael each time he has been back in Kent. I'm even going to hang out with Liane tomorrow I believe, and Michael just got back in town (and he already called me which means late night desserts, fun drives, and more). Basically, my free time is spent being busy- but usually with friends.
BUT there's still an uncomfortable void, and I think it's because I've lost touch with some friends who used to be pretty close to me. Clearly, this isn't a big deal since I'm sure it'll be just the same when I do get to see them. But it's kind of like we've progressed to another part of life (I know I feel this way- this upcoming semester and year feel like a new beginning completely separated from the past two, and that's a GREAT thing), and we've kept certain people in our lives while others were left out-of-the-loop without realizing it. Well, it's part of life and I am excited for this year. Even so, the void just reminds me that I'm growing up and makes me want to read J.M. Barrie. Tadda.