Today was my friend's funeral..
Broke down crying in my car tonight. I was supposed to go to the choir concert, but didn't end up going because of faulty directions. O well, they had good intentions. Well, waited for 1/2 an hour and it gave me time to really stop and think.That's when I broke down.
I haven't cried like that in years. Where I really let myself cry and feel. My body shook so much, trying to rid itself of the pain. I was glad to be alone, I wouldn't want anyone to see me like that. Went to Olivia's after, because my parents were gone and I had to talk to someone. After talking to her for a few I got back in my car and brokedown again. Gah, couldn't stop.. It felt like I was driving drunk, because my vision was blurry with tears. Well, I'm exhausted. I'll finish this in the morning.